I had so many things that I didn't speak about like I love you very much why did you leave so soon? I miss your coffee for me every morning and a pair of warm water before we eat, and your beautiful smile that was precious every time, I'm sorry that I didn't take care of you because I was ill too,  you brought me to this world and that was extraordinary, your sacrifices for me that was priceless, your unconditional love for me, I'm so proud of you, I know leaving so soon wasn't any of your plans but your body is giving up already.

Mommy, can I seek for one more kiss, a hug? Because I just miss you so much that it hurts, you left me breathless when you left, why so soon? Only God knows how much I cried every night longing for you, you brought love and sunshine to my world, you are so brave every time, that you're one a kind woman that I know, and you know what your smile makes me envy you Why is that you're still smiling even if you had a heavy weight on your shoulders? You are my greatest love in this world that I forbid to know.

Love and hate are what I feel for you most of the time, but I do love you, you took care of me when I was sick and you made me treated at the hospital, and you were there all along not going out of my sight, you are so precious and beautiful, before going to work you made sure that I was not hungry and you see to it that you give me already a bunch of foods, I miss your voice, our shared memories together, the ones so beautiful and full of happiness, the ones we've laughed about.

You turned my world upside down but you know what I love you more than you scarred me, I forgive you already Mommy before you knew, you left me so many beautiful memories that I will cherish all my life, and take you as a part of this journey so wonderful, you are elegantly beautiful always to my eyes, so Mommy from land to heaven I'm so proud of you, you are so wonderful and beyond beautiful, most of all I love you very much and I miss you very much.

Title credits: My Older Brother


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