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I used to think I was hideous!
I used to think that I wouldn't account for anything, that I was hideous, I spent my first prom in the bathroom, and I know that sounds crazy. however, it is what it is.

I was confined by the thoughts of others and misled by the world. I used to think I wasn't talented nor creative in any sort of way. I remember I wanted to die, I wanted to not exist and thankfully nothing worked. honestly, I'm beat down mental health door to send me some place other than a group in which they found a community for me to belong in. I must say the people that have met alone the way have been very beneficial, the education that I've received along the way has as well been beneficial and life is amazing if you, let it be. that I can explore to my heart's content, that I can learn as much as possible, and I'm very thankful that my spirit wanted to learn, love, and exist.

I remember I had to go talk at one candlelight service and that's all I could say was life is amazing if you let it be.
I asked the presenters to give me something to write about to expand upon because my story wasn't like any others. It didn't start with mental health although society had made made me an outcast of sorts. I wanted to know that I can make my way in the world

Now I enjoy learning as much as possible, going on road trips, experiencing love, Joy and delight.
Life has so much to offer though so many. let it pass them by in a wink of an eye.

© Life is amazing, if you let it be!