I was built by a Mechanic. he was always so sad and depressed.
I couldn't understand why.
and he installed an Emotional panel inside my made-of-Gear- Heart.
that's the start of Fears I then, Soon developed.
I saw him and his Aura glow.
it was black like Ice or Coal.
I felt Pitiness of my creator.
I wanted to be let go.
he chained me up in a room, making me alone for days.
he'd come Back, with nothing but scrap.
building his next projects.
I felt abandoned by my creator.
so I left.
but then my Fear of Being Created had accepted it's right into my life.
I could not bare these human like emotions.
how caught I was, entangled in them.
I shuddered at my thoughts or impulses.
how does a Human live? - why do they suffer! - how is life this complicated?!

soon, just enough time.
I found a building offering residence to Creations to things, like I.
I knocked. some small robot answers the door.
they glow of golden sunshine towards my eyes.
they seem warm and friendly.
they welcome me in.
I write down from papers given.
and was made a shelter from then.
I met and have some lovely neighbor robotic friends.
each one different but similar in stories they've told.
I felt welcomed and not forgotten for once.
I wonder how my creator is doing?
I miss him deeply.
but he's done wrong with the creation he's made Me.
well, my life has just begun.

© TraumatizedEEL