Mommy, are we now in heaven? Because if this was a dream I don't want to wake up anymore, I love my mom and even though she scarred me I still love her, I hug her so tight and kiss her on the cheek because I just miss her so much, we are united in heaven right now hugging and comforting me because I was crying again and again, I was laying on her nap as she was brushing my hair, she's telling me stories and her amazing voice that lulls me every time.

We were no longer in pain and we were both very happy because we had each other, the way she told me everything from the beginning to the end was magical, her love for me was unconditional and pure, the ones that was forgivable and never been forgotten, the love that has been treasured all along, the care that has been there through thick and thin, she loved me, oh my God she loved me that I didn't know of and I'm sorry for taking that for granted.

She wasn't perfect I know but I adore her braveness and for being so strong that amidst the pain she endures, she's so fragile sometimes that she almost forgets how to cry, I adore her pleasant smile that I envy sometimes because why is she still smiling despite the pain that she's into, and I'm proud of her for that, she was one kind of a woman who was angel transformed into human grace, I know she made a lot of mistakes but she's still my mom and forever will always be.

I gasped through my senses when my nanny woke me up along with her granddaughter with their worried sick faces darted on mine, "My dear, are you alright?" Said my nanny in her worried voice, "It's mom" I said with tears and sweat on my face, "No my darling it was just a dream" she said again, "But it's real I'm with her"  I said as my tears begin to flow again, "Hush now my darling it's going to be okay" she said comforting me, and as I cried harder with that dream that was so comforting.

Happy International Women's Day, Mommy from Land to Heaven, you are always beautiful, strong and brave.

Title credits: Michael


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