kitna muskil tha jab mere apno ne mujhe I eaisi rah par chor diya jaise unke liye sirf doulat hi sab kuch hai shadi jaise pavitra rishte ko woh paiso se deal karna chathe the lekin mai kamzor nahi thi ki dusro ki khushi ke liye apni har khwaish khtm kar du aur maine us ghar se maryada ki dehleez paar kar us ajnabi ki talash mai nikal padi jo sirf mera ho yeh bahut muskil waqt tha kyuki dusre sehar mai logo ki niyat ka kuch pta nahi tha vaha sab sehad mai lipte huyeh neem jaise the lekin mai kisi ki meeti 2 baato mai ane vali nahi thi kyuki kisi ne kaha tha ki jo tumara hoga use door se hi pehchhaan jaungi shubha se sham ho gyi raat hone ko ayi toh mai bahut dar gyi kyuki us sehar mai janwar roopi Insaan idr udr muh marne ke liye bhatk rahe the aur tabhi I chamk mere upar pdi I eaisa Insaan jise dekh kar mehsus kar rahi thi ki sayed woh koi farishta hai aur usne meri taraf hath badaya taki mai apna har drd har anshu aur gujra hua waqt bta saku kyuki woh samj chuka tha ki mai ghar se bhagi I hui I besharha ladki hoon jisse kisi ke ghar mai nahi kisi ke dil mai panah chayeh aur usne kaha ki mera bhi kuch eaisa hi waqt raha jo sayed tum soch bhi nahi sakti isliye hume I nyi shurawat karni chayeh taki jo bachi kuchi sanse ab shukoon se jee sake