I know it's of no good wishing bad for someone
Still there are some people I wish to see suffer terribly.
That doesn't mean I keep on cursing them
Like it would turn as a prayer of affirmation to myself,
Cause I know what I'm doing exactly.

I like to see those people crumbling in their life
With no way to escape.
And I don't care if someone think I'm bad
Without knowing me personally.
If I then stupidly gave them a tit for tat
I wouldn't have wished bad for them now.

That's the thing with me.
I never treated my abusers the way they treated me.
All the suffering I went through in my life
Were from those people who were more than
8 or 10 years elder to me,
And some from the ones who were even elder
To my parents.

Even though I feel bad and sad for myself
I learnt all life lessons at a very young age,
Without knowing every lessons were
Information overload for me at that age.
And now I feel so stable with all my life lessons.

So, since I know and believe God,
I wish all these terrible people
Nothing less than terrible death.
I wish they only know the sweetness
And bliss of this life only one second before their death.

Let these people or any person be
Not able to hurt anyone anyway
In any of the life they get in any of the lifetimes.
May all be able to find happiness in themselves
Without hurting anyone
And without relying on anyone.
© 🐳Praveena🌌✨️